what to say what to say

idk ever stop to think wut others think i know i do and i think u all really dont want me arounf thats alright tho.  i wouldnt mind takin a few shots at a few people.  i didnt go to the dance and im prround cuz idk. is it prossible to be depressed cuz i really think i am and idk what to do. tell me wut i should do and wut r the effects. i always think itll be better if i die u htink thats a good sign most of u will then say stop makin people feel sorry for u but u know wut i feel that way

ihate myself i wihs people would stop faking wut they say cuz im never good enough for anyone or anything i ever do people dont like m e i dont like people i kinds wish life would stop

i help others instead of myself people dont see it because i hife it behind the fat adn pain so u wont know

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ok so i feel ok i guess dont really feel like poeple like me but im goin that the energizer bunny i ve been watching the sopranos a lot its really sweet i wanna go wack some people my bus buddy lindsey wants me to jus go to the dance but i dont wanna she now wants to try and help me find someone to go with so idk. i doubt that tomorrow is friday so i can sleep from friday to sunday watch the sopranos we know how do. also ben and them wanat me to go to daves house but i dotn have a ride and i dont kno ill think about it but thats about it u kno i roll

and as ben gibson would say

peace bitttchez